Ngamandla anamuhla wansuku zonke ngoNovemba 11, 2023, amaza akhethekile engosi yangomhla ka-11•11 Novemba ayasifinyelela (Ngokuhambisana nalokhu, namuhla futhi ngokuvamile kuwusuku lwe-portal). Kulo mongo, kunezinsuku zonyaka ezihlotshaniswa namandla akhethekile okubhula. Isibonelo, abantu abaningi bazojwayelana ne-8•8 Lion Portal yonyaka, esifinyelela kithi minyaka yonke ngo-Agasti 08 futhi sihambisana nokusebenza okuqinile kwenkundla yethu yenhliziyo. Inombolo ephindwe kabili yezinsuku ihlala iphethe amandla okuvumelana futhi ihambisana nemibono ekhethekile.
amandla ezinombolo
Ingosi ye-11•11 iphethe amandla akhethekile kangako. U-11 umele inombolo eyinhloko emele ingokomoya, imfihlakalo kanye nokukhanyiselwa. Inombolo ngokwayo yakhiwe ngababili, eyodwa njengenombolo, yona imele ubunye, ukuphelela nokuphelela. Ngakho-ke, i-11 iphinde ihambisane nokubonakaliswa okwandisiwe kwesimo esihlangene. Esikhundleni sokuzibheka njengabahlukile endalweni noma kukho konke okungabonwa nokubonwayo, siyaqaphela ukuthi yonke into yenzeka ngaphakathi kwenkundla yethu ehlanganisa konke. Emgogodleni akukho ukuhlukana noma ukwehlukana kuphela esiphila ngendlela yokulinganiselwa kwengqondo lapho sizigcina silinganiselwe ngokwengqondo futhi sizibone sihlukile ezweni langaphandle. Kodwa empeleni konke kwenzeka ezingqondweni zethu. Umhlaba wangaphandle uwumfanekiso wezwe lethu langaphakathi futhi ngokuphambene nalokho. Ekugcineni, umhlaba wangaphandle nawo uphawula okukabili okukhulu, esingakubona njengokuhlukile emicabangweni yethu, kodwa okwenzeka ekugcineni ngaphakathi kwethu (sibhekana nakho konke okungaphakathi kithina - kuyilapho sixhumene ngokungenakuhlukaniswa kukho konke okungase kubonakale nokubonwa). Iqhathaniseka nohlamvu lwemali olunezinhlangothi ezimbili ezihlukene, kodwa izinhlangothi zombili zakha yonke, okuyindondo.
Amafrikhwensi wephothali 11•11
Yebo, izinombolo eziphindwe kabili, esingakwazi futhi ukuzibona izikhathi eziningana ekuphileni kwansuku zonke, zihlotshaniswa nokuxhumana okunamandla okunembile kanye nezikhathi eziningi zokuvumelanisa, ikakhulukazi ngezinsuku ezihambisanayo. Usuku oluyi-11•11 lwaminyaka yonke, okungukuthi kabili inombolo enkulu, luphawula ulwazi lwezinombolo oluvame ukusibiza ukuthi sizihole (ukuzinika amandla). Inqubo yethu yokwenyuka ingabonakala ngokwandayo futhi sibhekene nobukhona bethu obuphezulu bokuthi “Ngikhona” (isithombe esingcwele kakhulu ngathi). Ngakho-ke amandla okuveza noma okukhanyisa akhona namuhla futhi angasinika ukuqonda okujulile. Ngakho-ke masithole amandla anamuhla futhi singenise uMgqibelo ngale khwalithi yomlingo. Unalokhu engqondweni, hlala unempilo, ujabule futhi uphile ukuphila ngokuvumelana. 🙂
Ubani ongangeluleka?
NgingoNovemba 11.11. Ngithuthile izolo, okungenani ngizohlala kuze kube u-December 11.12/12.12. ngenxa yokukhathala okukhulu ngemva kokuhlela nokupakisha isinyathelo sokubuyela emuva ukuze ngibe seduze nabazukulu, eduze nomndeni wami. Angisakwazi ngokomzimba nangokwengqondo.
Ngahlala eMeckpomm iminyaka emi-2, manje sengibuyele eBrandenburg.
Irisidi lami lokugcina lalingama-euro angu-11.11, ngavuka ngo-1.11 a.m.
Usuku lokuzalwa lukaJanuwari 11.1
Angazi ukuthi kuyini ukuzithuthukisa.
Ngiyabona nkosiyami kusho ukuthi angisakwazi nhlobo ukucabanga, ngimile ngizimele ngakho konke.
Ngesaba ukuthi ukucindezeleka kokukhathala kuzongilulaza kuze kube yilapho ngiyoboshwa futhi ngicele usizo. Futhi uma kuziwa kuzo zonke izinguquko ezingokomoya namandla, akekho okholelwa lokho, bacabanga ukuthi u-schizo.
Ngingu 56 u mini v ubude.
Isusiwe kusukela esikhathini sika-C. Ngabalekela eBaltic Sea iminyaka engu-2, manje ngibuyela eBrandenburg eduze komndeni, ngangihlala e-Bautzen, yilapho ngazalelwa khona futhi ikhaya lami yilapho kungekho muntu ovela emndenini ohlala khona.
Inye kuphela indlela yokubuyela lapha kimina ngoba ngalahlekelwa wukujwayela, ukwesekwa kanye nokuzethemba ukuthi ngikwazi ukubhekana nesimo njengomuntu ngenxa yesizungu kanye nemiphumela yokuhlukumezeka.
Angikwazi ukukhuluma ngale ndaba nomndeni wami, hhayi nobaba wami ongizalayo, lapho ngihlala khona, hhayi nodokotela noma abelaphi. Ngidinga inyanga.
Ukuzithuthukisa ngaphandle kolwazi akusebenzi.
Ukuthuthukisa ukwethembana ngesisu esibuhlungu v Ego akusebenzi.
Njalo ngezikhathi ezithile i-benzodiazepine ibhubhisa ubuchopho…. ngizizwa kanjalo. Kuyiqiniso ukuthi ngikholelwa ukuthi ngehlulekile ngokuphelele emzimbeni wami womuntu kulokhu.
Angazi ukuthi yini enye okumele ngiyenze nokuthi uNkulunkulu ungumsindisi wami futhi uzongihlenga ngesinye isikhathi futhi ngizojabula, akusikho ukuthi ngize lapha. Ngangifuna ukuzwa uthando. Kodwa akulona nje uthando lukaNkulunkulu, alucunuli, alukhuthazi. Konke lokhu kuyangethusa ngoba umqondo wami awunayo injabulo futhi amandla ami engqondo kanye nemibono yami iphansi. Ingabe isiphetho? Ngiyagula. Ukukhala okukhulu, akukho zinyembezi ezigelezayo, akukho ama-goosebumps futhi njalo lokhu kuqapha okukhulu, akukho mizwa, akukho ukwethemba, ithemba akukho nhlansi emoyeni wami. Ngiyigobolondo nje. Ushonephi umphefumulo wami nenhliziyo yami ethandekayo? Angisezwa lutho. Kumnyama futhi kukhathele futhi yuck. Ngibuyela kanjani ekuphileni? Kubanda kakhulu futhi kumanzi ukuba ngibe semvelweni, imizwa yami ivuke kakhulu kubantu nokuxhumana. Awusakwazi ukuthatha lutho.
Idingani isistimu yami?
Kuyini ukuzinika amandla?
Ngiyicisha kanjani ingcindezi yokuba namahloni okuthi ngidinga usizo futhi ngingaphinde ngihlazeke ngemithi yendabuko noma i-social system (abafanelekile, bayagula futhi bathatha uTavor, ngeke usabasiza... Wow ,ngikhathele yilento ngizizwa ngivalelekile nawe usuwalahle amandla)
UNkulunkulu akenzi lutho. Usingenisa nje. Kwaba njalo-ke. Ukudedela nokuzinikela yilapho abangani bedonsa khona. Futhi lokho kuyinhloso enhle. Kodwa angazi noma ngingakwenza yini, uma inhliziyo yami ingathola imfudumalo, uthando nokukhanya. Lesi simo sekunesikhathi eside siqhubeka... Ngicela ungeluleke