Kule nkathi yokuvuka, sifinyelela ngokuphindaphindiwe ezigabeni ezikhethekile kakhulu, ngezinye izikhathi ezinzima kakhulu ezizuzisa kakhulu ekukhuleni kwethu ngokwengqondo nangokomoya. Izigaba ezinjalo zivame ukuhambisana nokukhuphuka okunamandla kwamaplanethi, okusinika ezinye ezingahlengiwe izingxabano zangaphakathi nezimo zokuphila eziyingozi zigcinwa engqondweni. Ukuhlanzwa nokuguqulwa bese kuba phambili.

Isigaba somlingo

Ezinsukwini ezimbalwa namaviki ambalwa edlule, uma ngikhuluma iqiniso ngize ngizizwe njengesonto, kubonakala kimi ukuthi sisesigabeni esinjalo. Ngaphandle kweqiniso lokuthi amanani aphathelene nemvamisa yokuzwakala kweplanethi ashintshashintsha kakhulu njengamanje - okungukuthi manje sase sinezinsuku lapho umoya onamandla wawufinyelela kithi futhi saba nezinsuku lapho izinto zazithule kakhulu futhi, ngakwazi ukwenza izinguquko eziningi qaphela impilo yami. Ngaphezu kwakho konke, izimo zengqondo zangaphakathi, isigqi nokuziphatha kwansuku zonke kwacatshangelwa kabusha ngokuphelele futhi kancane kancane kwashintshwa yimi (impela ngisephakathi kwale nqubo yoshintsho). Ngakolunye uhlangothi, ngakwazi ukusithuthukisa kakhulu isigqi sami sokulala. Ngakho kwaze kwaba muva nje ngangilala njalo ebusuku phakathi kuka-04:00 a.m. no-06:00 a.m., nakho okwashiya uphawu lwako kimi (impilo yami yalimala kabi ngenxa yalokho). Ikakhulukazi yayihlobene neqiniso lokuthi ngangisabhala izihloko zamandla zasemini phakathi nobusuku. Kwaba yikhanda elibuhlungu kimi futhi kancane kancane ngaphelelwa umdlandla wokubhala lezi zihloko, kwavele kwaba umsebenzi. Manje, ngokuphazima kweso, ngakwazi ukugcina leli qiniso engqondweni futhi ngaqala izinguquko ezibalulekile kule ndaba. Ngakho-ke ama-athikili anikezwe umklamo omusha. Ekugcineni, izihloko nazo zicacile kakhulu ngenxa yalokho, okwesibili, kulula ukuzibhala futhi okwesithathu, ngiyakujabulela futhi. Njalo ngilala phakathi kuka-00:00 a.m. no-01:00 a.m. Ngiyakwenza nje, akukho ifs or buts. Noma ngabe yini engakaqedwa kimina ngokwami, ngivele ngilale phansi futhi kusebenza ngendlela emangalisayo. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, izifiso ezimbalwa zokudala zafika kimi futhi ngokungazelelwe ngathola inqwaba yemibono yokuthi ngingayiguqula kanjani impilo yami. Ekugcineni, lokhu kuphinde kubhekisele kuwebhusayithi yami kanye nenkambo eqhubekayo yokuzisebenzela (nginemigomo eminingi emisha engqondweni).

Okuwukuphela kwendlela yokusebenzisa kahle uguquko ukucwilisa kulo ngokugcwele, uhambe nalo, ujoyine umdanso. - Alan Watts..!!

Uma kungenjalo, ngiqale ukuphuza amanzi amaningi amile (kulungile, bengilokhu ngithanda ukwenza lokho, kodwa hhayi ngamanani amakhulu) futhi ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezizayo ngizofaka i-OPC (ngizobhala futhi isihloko Mayelana nakho). Kodwa izici ezivamile zokudla okunomsoco nokuqeqeshwa nazo zabuyekezwa ngokuphelele. Ngakho-ke nsuku zonke ngizizwa ngiyingqayizivele ngokuphelele futhi ngiqhubeka ngithola amathonya amasha ngokuphelele kanye nezifiso. Ngenxa yalezi zizathu, kubonakala kimi njengesigaba esikhethekile kakhulu esibandakanya ukuguqulwa nokuhlanzwa okuningi. Hhayi-ke, ngifisa ukwazi ukuthi izinto zizoqhubeka kanjani emasontweni ambalwa ezayo. Njengoba sizothola izinsuku eziyi-24 zengosi zilandelana kusukela ngomhlaka-10 Meyi, kuzoshuba kakhulu kulokhu. Ngalo mqondo hlala unempilo, ujabule futhi uphile ukuphila ngokuvumelana.

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